I’m so sick and tired.
10 May 2009 Leave a Comment
Really, what’s wrong is that I despise my setting. Everyone and everything around me is eating away at me because I know every god damned fucking thing in this valley. And I’m so sick and tired I can’t change it because I’m completely drained. Drained of everything, really.
Money.
Inspiration.
Love.
Passion.
I feel like its all been sucked out of my body, leaving me a drone. I’m overwhelmed with how much I’ve had to revert back to… Reverting back into my dark spot of depression and defeat has settled and I feel completely helpless to do anything about it. But live each day for each day. Try to see life as a twisted joke instead of seeing the fucked up reality of it all.
My state of ‘okay’ness is gone. Something has to change.
